the more i read my blog, the more i realize how uninteresting my life is. I'm a disillusioned idealist with large dreams, yet variable motivation. when someone gives it to me real, more than likely in the form of a question by my father (where are you going? what's the plan? you gotta have a plan...what's the next step--i never have an answer), i breakdown mentally like will i ever have it "together" (no, you will not). I'm 23 years old. I've been out of school almost two years and I'm in the same place I was 2 years ago..... Ok, so I've had a very good relationship with a beautiful woman for almost a year, i have a job, and friends that pretend very well to like me, so not exactly the same...i guess this is where the shitting stops and i begin to wipe my ass.
flush the toilet,
put the seat back down,
wash my hands
and leave the bathroom...because life keeps going even if i decide every now and again to stop for a moment and be flustered by how fucking fast it really moves.
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i'd personally recommend charmin ultra. quilted, strong construction, yet gentle.
i didn't know my friendship was pretense. maybe i should look into acting ... lol.
Eat less fibers. Technically, this should only be happening once a day.
At the risk of seeming condescending, it passes, all pun intended.
Eventually, the futility and brevity of the life you are blessed with will overwhelm you enough to compel you to move forward in a specific direction.
It may not be your original choice, but it will get you where you need to be.
Meanwhile, though it is highly against human nature, I hope you may find it within yourself to enjoy the things that you have before they become pieces of nostalgia. It will make you wildly unique.
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