Sunday, November 28, 2004

new questions

so what now? now that i've decided to postpone my graduate education, assuming I was going to get in this time. the extra time allows for another stab at the GRE, about 10 solid months of new writing, searching for a mentor, some much needed work experience, i suppose.

(perchance early recitation understood, she has beautiful eyes)

i'm sick of volunteer work. i feel like i'm in the waiting station between college graduation and actual work of substance, some sort of movement toward career goals. i'm glad i got sick last week, gave me an excuse to stay home and do whatever, do nothing. i'm supposed to call the publisher of the Informer on Wednesday. Hopefully, I can get some sort of position there. Even if it's volunteer at first, I need something new.

(lips, yes, they quiver with every kiss)


i need a music giveaway. give me 500 cds of my choice and that should occupy me for a few months.

i need a smoke. i shall take it in a few.

(i can be your lover, i have enough friends)

yeah, the poetry is writing itself at the moment. keep reading.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Peace, Brian:
keep the faith, as tavis smiley would say.
it's a matter of having your goals set ahead of you like a rabbit lwad at a greyhound track, to keep you on a dogged *lol* pace to personal fulfillment.

the want to not be a 'quitter' will also bring you through it. as long as you're aiming higher, nothing's wrong with a little harlem shaking around the workforce. best regards,
-L.